Well, here we are…. I can’t believe that 365 days ago today, I received the call to go to Columbia Presbyterian Hospital to accept the greatest gift of all- the gift of life from a total stranger. What a miracle for me to have a donor and his or her family that decided in their time of grief to think of someone else and be beyond generous, loving and caring and allow their loved one’s legacy to live on in someone they don’t even know. I am still overwhelmed and I don’t think I will ever get over their generosity or be able to put my gratitude into words.
It has been a long tough year with more ups and downs than I care to remember and I want to thank my beloved husband, cherished son and all my extra special prayer warriors for being by my side through good and bad times and never giving up on me. Your strength carried me through my darkest days and my happiest moments.
I made a promise to take care of my new heart in every way I can and I have been trying to do my best this past year no matter what obstacle was thrown in front of me. I have to be honest and tell you that it hasn’t been easy and things popped up that I never expected, but I was determined to make it through. The doctors and my transplant team told me that the first year is the hardest because there are so many side effects to the medications (such as my hair loss, a striking blow to all women) to adjust to and in addition, I had to get used to a laundry list of restrictions and essentially change everything about my life and how I have to live it.
It isn’t just about getting a heart and moving on, there are so many precautions that you have to take and tests that need to be done and constantly try to avoid illness because you no longer have an immune system on board to help you. There are so many things I took for granted that I had to give up (especially some of my favorite foods that I had to say good-bye to forever) and drastically change my daily life. Don’t get me wrong, I am not complaining. I am still the most grateful person on this Earth for this gift of life and gift of having the opportunity to share many more years with friends and family and make more memories.
My biggest take away to share with all of you is to enjoy every day as best you can and really “don’t sweat the small stuff”. It’s not worth it. Go out and have fun, tell the people you love just how much you love them, laugh, experience new things, live, enjoy, make new memories, eat the cake and appreciate what you have. I am happy to say that after 27 years of heart disease I can now take a walk where I don’t have to stop every 5 minutes to catch my breath and I can walk up a flight of stairs or dance to a favorite song. All the things I missed and longed for that so many people did, without even thinking twice about it. Chalk off those things you want to do off your bucket list and be happy, be kind and be thankful. There is always something to be grateful for and always a silver lining to things that don’t go as planned.
So tonight, I am giving my new heart a gift. A “Celebration of Life” with a long-awaited dinner and celebration (in a restaurant and not confined to home) with my honey and better half, Bob (aka known as the best husband, best father, best friend, caregiver, nurse, angel on earth, love of my life and not a bad journalist either with all his updates). Bob has been through it all with me every step of the way and never complained about taking me to doctor appointments, hospitals or any of the demanding caregiver responsibilities- we are a team. We took our wedding vows quite seriously and made a new vow to continue to celebrate life every chance we get. Not many people get a second chance at life and we are not taking anything for granted. I LOVE him beyond words.
My only wish this year is that my donor family gets in touch with me so I can thank them in person for what they did for me and find out if my donor was a male or female, what they loved, their hobbies, their birthday, their name and if they had children – and if they did have children, I want to show their children how much I cherish their mother or father and how committed I am to take good care of my new heart in their honor.
And to my prayer warriors, I love you all, more than I can say…
Thank you for your support, caring, encouragement, cards, phone calls to check in on me, constant prayers and most of all, your love. I felt you with me and it gave me the strength to keep going… Your prayers and just being in my life made such a positive difference in this long journey of healing.
So, I’ll continue to kick ass (my sister Linda would be so proud, family joke) and continue crossing things off my bucket list as I enter my second post-transplant year (hopefully less medically eventful) and take you along for the ride. We still have a lot to do.
Sending you all my love, warm hugs, and kisses,
Always & forever,
P.S. To start my anniversary on the right foot, my Transplant team called with all of my recent test results. It seems my heart likes its new home and there are no blockages in my arteries, no narrowing of my arteries, no inflammation in my veins, no internal bleeding, and best of all…NO signs of rejection!
DishingwithDiane will be back in full swing posting tablescapes and recipes and once again would like to thank you for keeping me in your prayers and holding on an waiting for me to return. Thank you and God Bless all of my members aka my extended family.
Until my next post, make every day a celebration!
Happy 1 year Anniversary Diane 2.0. I am literally in tears reading your anniversary message. I for one am so so happy, you are here to celebrate! It has been some year. I don’t think I ever prayed so hard for someone. You have been amazing thru it all. And Bob is definitely a keeper! Love you both ❤️ Enjoy your Anniversary dinner! Diane 2.0 very important message – “Make Everyday a Celebration” 🎉🎁🍾🥂🎂🎈❤️
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Thank you, Linda, for your good wishes and all the prayers during the year. You are a wonderful friend and Bob and I love you.
So happy to read this, Diane. Continued success and good health. xo
Thank you so much for your well wishes. It is such a blessing to me to have friends like you in my life.
Your words are amazing! My brother died while waiting for his heart. It’s comforting to know others can live and inspire! Life is so precious.
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I am so sorry for the loss of your brother. I wish you and your family many blessings and I hope his memory brings more smiles to your face than tears to your eyes.
Thank you. When you love someone, and there is a loss, the memories are good. Often I feel him near me and it always makes me smile.
My thoughts, prayers and hugs go out to you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.
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May God continue to bless and watch over you. Your heartfelt words are so beautiful and thank you for sharing them with us.
Thank you Diane for your well wishes. I cannot tell you how much your caring means to me.
God Bless you with continued good health! Happy Anniversary!
Thank you so much Barbara for your well wishes. I deeply appreciate all your caring and concern.
Happy to share this wonderful Anniversary with you! Continued prayers for your good health and many blessings! Happy Anniversary !!!!!
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Thank you Susan for all of your good wishes- deeply appreciated.
Thank you for your prayers and blessings. It has been a long year for me and I am overwhelmed at the love I have received via my second family of blog members. Thank you